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Today is not shaping up to be a good day. I got some sleep, I thought I might do ok, and then I ended up dealing with what might as well be dementia (in someone else) and the entire morning is shot to hell and I am exhausted already and kind of want to just walk the fuck away from everything. Clearly, I am frustrated, but I also feel kind of trapped right now and like giving up. Exhaustion sucks and I am not taking care of myself because it is a whole lot easier to say than to do and, you know, I have my own issues with being busted and all.

So, yeah. I thought it would be an ok day but it's not. Resilience level is apparently not high at the moment. I guess. Maybe it's just my energy level. What's the difference? Whatever it is I am spoon deficit.