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I wish my mother were not a mentally and emotionally ill person. And everything that proceeds from that. It's not even worth explaining, except to be clear that this one didn't involve violence or threats. Just really disturbed/disturbing email that my sister got this evening. Which my mother very carefully did not send to me, btw. But my sister forwarded it with comments because.

I'm amazed that all the accumulated damage didn't destroy my life sooner. Honestly, I wish it had, because it's a lot easier to get straight and start over the younger you are. Too bad, so sad.