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I spoke to my mother a grand total of about an hour and a half today. In that time, she managed to say/do something triggering approximately every 15-20 minutes. I wrote it down and calculated it.
While shocked and appalled, it is suddenly clear to me why I may wish never to go anywhere near that woman ever again, and what some of the issues sucking my energy away may be. I may have issues I need to deal with, but once again, there is something significantly affecting me that is external. This is important, because I cannot control the external, neither am I responsible for it. But it is dragging me down.
Years of counseling and I can finally start to grasp these wonderful insights. Now I just have to figure out what the hell to do with those insights.
Ain't life grand?
#dysfunctionjunction
I spoke to my mother a grand total of about an hour and a half today. In that time, she managed to say/do something triggering approximately every 15-20 minutes. I wrote it down and calculated it.
While shocked and appalled, it is suddenly clear to me why I may wish never to go anywhere near that woman ever again, and what some of the issues sucking my energy away may be. I may have issues I need to deal with, but once again, there is something significantly affecting me that is external. This is important, because I cannot control the external, neither am I responsible for it. But it is dragging me down.
Years of counseling and I can finally start to grasp these wonderful insights. Now I just have to figure out what the hell to do with those insights.
Ain't life grand?
#dysfunctionjunction
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