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I can't even with my mom. She really needs to figure out how to express herself and deal with her inner whatever better. Dad actually got some decent news today for once at the doctor, so he's kinda feeling buoyed. I mean, he knows and so do we that that is just momentary, but when you haven't got much, hey, if you can feel good at all, you do it when you can.

My mother is frustrated and annoyed. I think we've all figured out by now that this isn't going to be quick, and it isn't going to be a steady, linear thing. So figure out how to cope with it, on your own or with help but figure it out. Meanwhile, she is being bitter, nasty, touchy, and awful.

I know it doesn't help that she lost one of her hearing aids Sunday, and they are crazy expensive, but come on. That's nobody's fault, and stop being mean to everybody, Listening to her I'd swear she resents my father for not dying.