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Shit. I can't. Mom has actually been good for the last 48 hours. This doesn't mean nothing has happened, just that she's kept it to a minimum of whatever. My tolerance is below zero, though, because bad shit is happening. I am aware enough to know when I am having physical symptoms (nausea, headaches, other GI stuff, fast pulse, woozy, etc.) that have emotional and stress causes. I'm really having trouble trying to do things I know to do, though. So I'm not sure if it isn't working, or I'm just hanging by a thread. Probably a little of both. Just, fsck 2016, y'all. I am completely exhausted. I mean it, I'm gone. Frak everything.
Shit. I can't. Mom has actually been good for the last 48 hours. This doesn't mean nothing has happened, just that she's kept it to a minimum of whatever. My tolerance is below zero, though, because bad shit is happening. I am aware enough to know when I am having physical symptoms (nausea, headaches, other GI stuff, fast pulse, woozy, etc.) that have emotional and stress causes. I'm really having trouble trying to do things I know to do, though. So I'm not sure if it isn't working, or I'm just hanging by a thread. Probably a little of both. Just, fsck 2016, y'all. I am completely exhausted. I mean it, I'm gone. Frak everything.
Love you, and 2016 has outstayed its welcome by about eight months at this point.
ReplyDelete....yes I know we're still in July.