Does somebody else want to write this stuff for me?

Does somebody else want to write this stuff for me? I got kinda blown outta the water mentation and motivation wise, or so it would seem, by virtue of the thxgvg and peri-holiday mania. Like, I am oddly sleeping more consistently, now, even if it's on a weird schedule, and yet am staring at walls far more consistently. Did you know a watched wall never moves? You'd think they would. I mean, micro tremors happen all the time, right? Not feeling all hypomanic and energetic and focused. My mom asked me what Dr. Who episodes I don't have because she had some kind of discount and I think that means that's what I am getting for xmas (yay). I think this means I can't say she never listens to me, now. Anyway, I had to sit down and write out a list because the printer was broken and she wanted the list with her so I did that but it took while. Hey, I managed that but I don't think that kind of writing is any kind of sign that I am going to get the whole essay thing going. Ugh. At least if this was data driven there'd be, like, facts to drive the whole writing thing, requiring minimal if any original thought. Not a lot of de novo thinking, really, once the data is collected and analyzed. What? I said I needed somebody else to do this.