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- mild lock - It would seem checking my email after several days was not a good idea. Re: immediately prior posting, I take it back. I may have to kill my sister, as well. What the fuck is it with this performative grief? Like, fine. Have a faith or a belief system or whatever. What happened to that being personal and private? Why can't people just say hey, somebody's ill, we're hoping for the best, support appreciated, or something, and not weep, wail, and gnash teeth on facebook? Oh, woe is me! Grief betide us! For lo, unto us are lamentations! And if someone who believes in something sincerely, for example, offers prayers, ok. You mean it genuinely as a way to offer support. Not my thing, but I can respect people who are trying to be respectful. But if one more member of my immediate family makes one more post saying the end is near, oh how we are suffering (WE?!?), PRAY FOR US, we need your prayers, I swear to Eru I am really gonna lose it on somebody if this keeps up. ...

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- mild lock - One of these days, someone is going to have to explain to me why it is that the people in my family and many of my family's friends would rather get their information from the drama queens (mom/brother) with their own personal agendas (which the drama queens lack the insight to fully recognize themselves), or someone who doesn't know much but is chatty and traditionally female and sociable (sister - who at least respects privacy), instead of someone rational who might actually know what the hell is going on? Also, apparently if I am not gossiping away on facebook, I literally do not exist. They're all over my sister, and doubtless whatever fantasy my mother has out there, and my crazy bro brother, but not one fucking attempt to reach out to me. And they have my cell, and email, and even could message me through facebook which would hit my email. Not a damn thing. And I am unequivocally the closest person to my father, so I find this erasure unequivocally insul...

Is there anyone in this country who is not an unregistered foreign agent?

Is there anyone in this country who is not an unregistered foreign agent? https://www.cnn.com/2018/08/31/politics/w-samuel-patten-plea-russia-ukraine/index.html https://www.cnn.com/2018/08/31/politics/w-samuel-patten-plea-russia-ukraine/index.html

Really hoping that every report like this finally helps change the larger culture so these things never happen again.

Really hoping that every report like this finally helps change the larger culture so these things never happen again. Church, school, high end, low end, rich, poor, boy, girl - nothing gets to say oh that never happens here and nobody should have to go through this. https://www.cbsnews.com/news/phillips-exeter-academy-new-hampshire-former-staffers-accused-of-abuse-2018-08-25/ https://www.cbsnews.com/news/phillips-exeter-academy-new-hampshire-former-staffers-accused-of-abuse-2018-08-25/

I'm a little punchy after having been woken in the middle of the night.

I'm a little punchy after having been woken in the middle of the night. I know this because I read mentions of Trump on here and what goes through my brain is: 1) Nothing rhymes with orange. 2) Knock, knock. Who's there? Orange. Orange who? Orange you glad I didn't say banana? Brains, man.

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- locked - Full context on computer fixing: >Woken at 12:30 am to help with dad needing meds. >Get downstairs and dad is ill and needing assistance, but not the meds I was specifically asked to get - per him, 'cuz I have this crazy habit of actually, idk, asking the patient? Mom is providing what assist is needed and has been. She thought he might need the other meds. >Fine, I'll give her a pass because we all want to do something even when there's nothing to be done and to be fair, she was also woken up to help him before she woke me up. >Mom then says, oh, btw, my laptop is frozen. >What? >She has managed to find the macbook equivalent of the blue screen of death. >She has not backed it up. >I try a hard restart anyway, because what the hell, I'm up. >Doesn't work. >Ok, nope. Not playing around with this right now. G'night, folks! #drama
No, mom. I will not fix your computer at 12:30 am. Going back to bed, now. #truestorybro